Hey mom and family and whoever this email is sent to :)
This week was AMAZING. Something that my MTC teacher said that's stuck with me is "I saw miracles every day on my mission, and sometimes that miracle was in myself."
How true it is! I've learned so much this week.
A. That the Lord KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING and I just need to calm down and trust Him.
I don't know if I've told you this, but I used to HATE (Okay... just be annoyed) of the song "Sweet Hour of Prayer" because in high school seminary that's all that anyone seemed to know, but now I love it. I love the part "believe His word and trust His grace" I feel like that's like- missionary work right there. Just believe Him, God doesn't lie, and trust that despite all your insecurities or weaknesses that His grace is sufficient. This is His work and He's promised that He won't leave us alone to do it.
B. "How great is the joy of the soul that repenteth!"
So like- sometimes I have this inner battle with myself, not going to lie sometimes I feel real triste (sad... spanish :)) and this week it just came to me to ask God what I need to change, what commandments I'm not keeping and how I can be happier. And He told me. Haha. But it's like- awesome! I think we talk about repentence as a bad thing but all it is is changing and getting closer to God. And as we purify our hearts and are closer to God, there's so much real peace and joy that comes from it. I teach that all the time, but it was cool to like- see it from personal experience.
C. "Be ye not weary, for ye are laying the foundation of a great work"
The Lord promises that as we sow good, we reap good. And sometimes we don't see the reap, but it's always there. It's an act of faith sometimes, because we really don't see the harvest. But I know that everytime we put forth the effort to do good, God notices and He blesses us and those we are trying to help.
D. "Before ye seek for riches, seek ye the kingdom of God"
Nuf said.
Anyway, I just feel really blessed. I took time to read the Book of Mormon and I was like to my companions "Have you read this book!? It's a really good book!" haha. But seriously! It like- leads you straight to Christ. It's His book. I know it's His word, and this is His church. A marvalous work is happening among the children of men!
We had so many miracles happen this week. We went to Sonya Garsca's house right after she had a fight with her daugher in law... long story but a pretty traumatic experience, and I know the Lord sent us there at that time to help her because she needed it. Hermano Martinez READ WITH US FROM THE BOOK OF MORMON. That man refused to even look at it a few months ago and now he's reading it with us. We have a lil nine year old in a family that hasn't been baptized because his dad hasn't felt worthy, and I watched him take the sacrament yesterday and it's been a long time. We taught that lady that cried about her father last week about the plan of Salvation and felt the Spirit testify as we told her that no matter what happens in this life it's because God has a plan for her and wants her and her family to be saved and come back to live with Him. My companion and I may or may not have gotten in a little bit of an argument last week, and the Lord sent my other companion on exchanges the next day so her and I could talk, fix the problem, and see how much we had in common and how much we could help each other. Miracles have not ceased! And Angels are ever present.
I know Jesus Christ lives, I know that God answers prayers in His own time and in His own way. I know that God loves us so much and does everything He does for our eternal welfare and happiness. I know that families are forever, that because of Jesus Christ, death is not the end. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! Thank you for who you are and what you do. The church is true!!!
Con Amor,
Hermana Johnson